All along August till October '12 (Part 1)

Hey, what happened with you.?
I miss you so much. But, why are you lying to me.?
Don't you know, i was waitin' for you until i've fallen asleep.?
Why you change.? Is that because of me.?
Do you upset with me.?

Do i the one who change.? Or you.?

Tell me, what should i do.

You've said that you know my feeling to me.

You've said that you understand, once.

Don't you know, i still believe..

I keep my faith on you.

I've ignored these bad feelings.

Honestly, i'm jealous. But, i don't know with whom.?

I saw that smile of yours. The smile that should be mine..

You was ignoring me, and gave it to someone.

I wanna cry that time, actually.

But, i hold it in. Because, i know if you hate my tears..

But Dear, those tears made just for you. Made of the deepest feeling for you.

Just for you, Dear...

I want you to know, that i love you so much.

Though i know you've known my feeling.

Sometimes, i thought, you don't get it.

But i always believe, and loving you.

And i always will....

I give you all of my loyalty.

I've told to myself, in order to give one more chance to someone else.

And that's you, Honey..

I dont wanna say "Good Bye", Dear My Love.
I don't wanna do farewell.
Not to you. Not with you.
Not this time with you, My  Darling...

I wanna say these things to you.

But, i'm afraid if you'll get hurt like me before.

I really want you to be happy, and free, no matter what i feel.