22 - 1 - 2013

“I’m a tough girl”, that's what i thought

I tell it to my self everyday, every minutes, every second in my life

Because i know, you’ll never come back

You let me fly, then when i wanna come back, you weren’t there

I fell and felt the pain alone

I used to cry when i miss you

But i realized, if it doesn’t change the thing, or turn back the time

I was waiting for you till i become a sculpture

Like a fool, i still believe that you’ll come and say ‘I Love You’, like you always did.

I wanted to screamin, but i couldn’t.

I wanted to yelling your name, but you couldn’t heared me

Where were you.?

I think, there’s someone new took your feeling.

I laughed with my friends, but my eyes never lied.

Because i lost my spirit, I lost my dream, I lost my happiness, I lost something that i really want, in short I lost you.

But i know, i won’t be here anymore.

Because i can’t live with the darkness.

Wish you happy all of time, My Sun. But, i also wish that i never let you come into my life...